please dont let me be another yanti who called danny,crying at 3am just cos she found out that jerald is back and he didnt call her. please dont let me be another gin who does the straw thing.

please dont let me be me.
please dont let me be you.
please dont.. just dont.

i dont want to know the truth.
yet another part of me yearns to know the truth.. and just tell myself.. see, daph.. you did it again stupid girl.

i think if there's this award for most paranoid girl in year 2004, i win hands down.